'89 - Journal Entry 3: Homo-experimentation (
Moving from Leeds to London in Oct â82 meant we had to temporarily live with mumâs female friend & her son till we got settled. She too had roots in Leeds with 6 other sisters, meant that I kind of had an unofficial adopted family, which is where this âcousinâ comes from youâve heard me mentionâŚhe had real cousins that weâd occasionally visit back in Chapeltown, and at times different Aunts with their varying numbers of c***dren, would also visit my âcousinâ to stay for a while.
During these times I discovered that one or two of my âcousinâsâ cousins were also freakily perverted, and I think this was a bit before I turned 13 and hadnât experienced my first climax yet. I donât recall how I got in this position, but I remember fooling around with a cousin named Patrick in a fort we made in my room, which only involved touching ourselves and talking filth, cracking jokes about the female body, which we both lusted over of course, being happily âgayâ and giddy boys in our own secret world.