Struggling With Religion, Orgasm Is A Blessing

Yes, I'm struggling with my faith, I don't take religion literally either, another turn off for me are religious people who don't accept science, the fact that we're primates who evolved to masturbate, and so on...
It's my belief that nature blessed us with masturbation and orgasm, to experience before we become plant food!
Humanity has tried to remove ourselves from our actual animal Ape selves, but with every orgasm, we're just proving we're a part of the animal kingdom.

We should be so grateful, that we get to cum regularly in life, I now accept scientific realities, if some people want to believe the earth is young, flat or made of cheese let them.

And yes, as usual I say it's a fact that blacks are the most well endowed on average, and mostly have better developed penises.
But remember, nature has gifted some but not others, my 6 inch penis gets aroused by BBC, because I wished I had their size.
If I was a woman, I would not only be turned on by men being envious of my orgasms, I would go for a big smelly black dick too.
I feel the same about big Shemale dick.