Update on what i do

Im getting worse with my toys, i have a couple of new dildoes - the skin coloured one is 7'' and i can take that deep down my throat, it feels as if my throat ''pops open'' . The other dildo is 9'' dark brown and when i take that down my throat i imagine i am sucking a black cock, at the moment i gag when it goes too deep, but i am trying ! I also love piss fun, i often drink my fresh warm piss, most days as it turns me on so much. I love having an enema, i sometimes give myself a piss enema which is so horny ! My favourite is after a piss enema i insert a peeled banana until it goes deep inside me then i expell it and eat it, that turns me on big time. I have in my collection an inflatable vibrating butt plug, which i inflate it to the maximum size so my anal hole is stretched, i have often wondered what it is like to be fisted, but my problem is i have a tight hole which needs plenty of lube, i have had 3 fingers inside me but i want to feel a small fist .