Be yourself and enjoy loving COCKS
It’s time you realize that these aren’t all disjoint fetishes, but all stem from a deep underlying cause: you are an emotional masochist.
Let me explain.
Most porn addicts I’ve spoken to have expressed the same view on their porn addiction: it turned them on. The very addiction itself, the thought they were going deeper and deeper into their addiction, finding new and twisted fetishes and genres and spending more and more time ruining their life turned them on. Some who were in a relationship even relished the effects of their addiction on their relationship, such as having less sex and developing erectile dysfunction. Many porn addicts also love developing and extending their addiction, expanding it over time to include more and more sick fetishes such as watersports, and (for straight addicts) homosexual porn.
A similar emotion is triggered in sissies, f______ destroying” you? By getting so royally fucked up your ass that drool comes out of your mouth, that you forego any semblance of human dignity, that you want to be DESTROYED by the cock, you are feeding the deep desire within you to be “destroyed”.
These two examples illustrate the common thread that defines you. It isn’t the cock or the porn addiction, or the compulsive masturbation. It is your emotional masochism. You yearn to see your ego crushed and yourself emasculated and humiliated. The very thought of that gets your cock hard. Different readers go about it in different ways: some through sucking cock, while others through crossdressing or deepening their porn addiction and reveling in how pathetic they’ve become. It’s a curious perpetuum mobile which feeds itself: the more you ruin yourself, the more turned on you become, and the more likely you are to continue ruining yourself.
My entire blog revolves around this singular theme, even if you haven’t realized it yet. I’ve discovered over time I have an equally avid emotional sadist, and there are few things I enjoy more sexually than to destroy others emotionally. It only excites me when the subject wants to be destroyed. So celebrate your need to ruin yourself in the only way you know: by ruining yourself. So masturbate to my blog. Goon for 8 hours straight. Expose yourself to strangers online. Deepen your porn addiction. Cheat on your spouse. Have unprotected sex. Masturbate to homosexual sex until you develop erectile dysfunction. And when you cum, remember who helped you realize your true sexual nature and enjoy it.
Enjoy the week and masturbate to my videos, pics and posts! Leave comments please they make me wet!
ROBERTA