Hard decicion: no more getting hard on
A short story about my current relationship: I'm with my bf but each one of us have a lot of business trips, so sometimes we don't see each other for a while. I openly admit that I LOVE sex. WILD SEX. I like to masturbate while fantasizing D*I*R*T*Y, fuck some guys or have a sex with a chick. My bf is a boring businessman, kinda nerdy. He loves me very much and he would do everything for me, but he doens't have that much power in sex as I demand. That's why he is OK with me having all the fun without him.
He is a very good person, I love him, I like to sped time with him, have dinner, talk etc. but he sux at sex. so we don't have sex anymore (at least not the regular one), since I'm satisfied by others (or sometimes even by myself) anyways. I used to allow him sometimes to masturbate in my presence, or if we would be far away from each other for a long time I would call him and we would have "sex over the phone" (which I really don't enjoy, at least not with him).
Last time he had an honour to cum in my presence was after I already had sex with my lover (this guy knows how to give it to me). I was lying in our bed in a hotel room, out of a sudden my bf got a little bit horny. I didn't let him to touch my private parts, so he took my shoes, started "playing" with them while lying on a bed next to me and rubbing my legs. I was like "what ever", watching TV, just told him to wear a condom and cum in it, so it doeasn't splash on me.... I didn't really enjoyed it, and I feel like not letting him do anything with his dick in front of me. I know he masturbates in our bathroom thinking about me, maybe sometimes playing with my stuff but I asked him what's the point? He tells me that being around a beautiful woman like me is enough for him and even if a kiss would be the most erotic thing he would get he would still love me and do anything for me...
...So I want to put him into permanent chastity. Only thing is, so far I have no idea about it. I've never even seen a chastity belt in my life. That's why i started to look for info in internet.
I am interested in chatting with couples that actually have a relationship where a male is in chastity. I would like also to see some movies - how does life of such couple looks like. How they play, how the male reacts, how the female reacts. But ONLY REAL movies (no commercial shit, where everything is fake) - amateur / home-made, something like that.
COUPLES ONLY! I'm not interested in any losers playing in chastity by themselves because they don't have anyone to play with.
If u can help. plz let me know!
Ana