Really? I let ,myself do this again!

So here I am sitting here with a broken heart and a crushed spirit! Why you may ask yourself?
Because I chose to trust yet one more straight man and listen to all of the little untruths that spew from his mouth! Too bad I'm already in love with him! So much so that when all of his stories began to unravel and he desperately needed a place to stay I convinced myself that this is the one!! Of course it wasn't so I have to be the most hard headed and stupid person to ever live! A straight guy will let you suck him off!!! But you can never get one to be in a relationship!! Bottom line!!