Daddy's Little Slut

Here I am, surfing on my favorite porn site. My dirty little urge has taken hold of me again. After a long period of deniying myself the need to dress up, i relapsed again. I bathed and thought of trimming my pubes a bit, but ended up shaving myself completley again. I tend to do it in my urge to cam and show off my sexy body and after cumming i regret it instantly. It makes my life difficult because i have to hide my hair free body from all my workmates and friends. So here i am, shaved, smelling really good from my favorite gucci scent, wearing my dark hair wig, my sexy stockings and lingerie. The perks of being in celibacy for too long, it takes hold of me and makes me do all these nasty things. As usually there are some guys that write to me, in hope of a cam show as they see me online. Usually it's really simple, they write a bit, we cam and after cumming they ditch me, until the next time they need me. Besides the usual guys there is a new guy writing to me today, he has a foggy profile pic, but i can see that he's upper body is well built and he has tattoos on his chest. But he hasn't got any more content. Instead of the usual c2c offers, he asks me how i am and what am i up to today. I tell him that i am looking to cam with someone. He then asks me would i cam for him. Sure i could i say. But he says can't cam today himself, because he's visiting someone and getting naked is out of the question today. I instantly presume that he is the bullshitter type that i sometimes meet on the web, they have no intention to show themself ever. I start to look for someone else already in regret that i even spent time chatting with him. He then writes to me that am i available tomorrow night to cam. Could be, i say, but im really horny today. Can i hold it for one more day for him he asks. Of course i can, but why should i? Maybe... I type, he gets my attention. What are you wearing? He asks me briefly and interrupts my thoughts. I turn on my cam for him and he sees me for the first time. After some time he writes, Good girl, you should wear that tomorrow during the day time before we chat. I get a bit shocked, i can't just wear these, how the hell could i go to work wearing these. I tell him that yes i could, but i work in a office and it's complicated. There's silence again and i get a little paranaoid alrady that he's losing he's interest in me. OK I write briefly, hoping he's still around. You have to prove it to me, you will upload a pic from your office he writes. I gushed of the thought that i would wear my cam outfit to work and then even take pictures there. I can't, that was the first thought in my head, i'll get caught for sure. How can i say no to him, he'll lose interest in me for sure. Before i could think of what to write, he said he now has to go and at 2pm there should be a pic of me uploaded to my profile tomorrow. And next thing, he's offline. Fuck, what did i promice and to who? I'm not doing that! Turned on and looking at my toy's on the table, all waiting to get used today, not tomorrow. Confusion, is the right word to describe the feelings currently. I really want to cum, but if i do that today he'll be dissapointed because i cannot perform that well tomorrow. Hence that, i'll probably cum and then in shame, hide my stuff and stay offline for 2-3 weeks again. I then decided that i'll take the gamble. I packed all my play stuff and went to bed. during the night i was constantly waking up. Dreams of camming with him and being dressed up at work made it difficult to sleep properly. After a bad nights sleep i woke up. Sitting there and thinking that is this really going to happen. He probably will just laugh at the pic and never contact you again says my brain. Fear taking over, just great, that's what i need. Reluctant to eat i then forcefully get dressed, at the same time thinking about how naive i am and that there is not going to be mr tattoo camming with me in that evening. Silencing the thoughts i eventually get dressed and look at myself in the mirror. All mr office at first glance i think. Stockings over my shaved legs always make me feel really sexy. Panties and the bra are a bit uncomforable, but that is more of a turn on. This could work, i think. I hope the bra isn't wisible through my office shirt i think, as i get out of the apartment and run to the car. Rain again, this summer has been just great. Got to work a bit early, not the case usually but i figured, that it would be good to be sitting at my desk when others arrive. That idea would have been great, but some of the staff was returning from vacations and there was more action than usually. To be continued...