The permanent changes in my life

When it was decided that i would live in chastity as a cuckold cum dump i was told that i would keep my balls but never cum again that way i would have all the sexual frustration and no sexual relief ever, not even milking, before being locked in chastity first i was conditioned to not be able to cum and it was very successful i could stroke all day long till i was blistered and sore and simply could not cum but if the Hitachi vibrator was applied to the base between my dicklet and balls i would sometimes go through the throws of orgasm but never actually cum. Then about a year ago i was finally locked in a steel chastity cage so that i couldn't even feel my dicklet anymore. The first few months were the hardest but eventually realized that the dream of being a permanent chastity slave was now my daily lived reality and no way to get out, when i begged to be made a permanent chastity slave and full time domestic slave i begged for it to be real and binding with no way out a slave for the rest of my life. i desperately signed that contract that sealed my fate and was told it was permanent and that she could amend the contract any time she wanted to and the first amendment was that i was also to be her cuckold bitch so she could have sex any time she wants as often as she wants while i never get to fuck again, she has several partners that fuck her really good and make her cum and cum and i never cum, i swallow cum, i lick up cum, i get pumped full of cum, but i never cum, i also never get hard anymore, after about ten months in chastity i was taken out of my cage for a few days and teased and played with to see if i could still get erect and after four days of trying it was decided that i had ben successfully been rendered unable to get hard so the cage went back on and the locking pin w as s permanently epoxy glued in place to never be removed again, and my latest addition to my life changes is that i am not only anally stretched every day so i am able to accommodate big cocks but now i am also daily sounded gradually stretching my urethra till i can be finger fucked in it, and the only way i will ever get released from my cage is if i am stretched enough to accommodate being fucked in the dicklet and having my dicklet filled with strangers cum, i got so much more than i agreed to but my contract took away my right to say no, i am now truly a cuckold chastity cum dump for the rest of my life