How I discovered masturbation
I was in kindergarten so I was *********** when I discovered the joys of masturbation. Every day at school we had recess for 30 minutes and on the playground was a fort that had ladders, a bridge and a pole that you could slide down or climb up. One day I was climbing up that pole and I felt a really good feeling between my legs. At the top of the pole it went in at a 90 degree angle so I could hold on to that part and keep rubbing up and down. After a minute or so I got a real intense feeling and it went away. I had no idea what it was but the next day I wanted to feel it again so I humped that pole again and would do so every day at recess. I was lucky because at home in my bathroom there were 3 decorative poles that were about 4 feet high and went from the ceiling to the counter. I would lock the door, take off all of my clothes and hump one of the poles until I got that great feeling. I also noticed how my penis would get hard when I did it. I did this until I was about 11 when I started to lay down on the floor and hump a shirt or something soft. Starting about the same time, there was no more recess time and I moved to middle school. My bus got to the school about 40 minutes before first period and most of the other k**s would wait out front or in the entryway. I would go to a bathroom that was not used very frequently before school and I would hump the divider between the stalls. It was made of smooth bricks that went almost to the ceiling but there was enough room I could jump up and hold on to the top of the wall and hump it until I came. The divider was about 4 inches wide so it was just the right size to hump. About this time I started to ejaculate so I would take off my shorts and underwear and hump it that way so I wouldn't mess my underwear up. The bathroom had 2 doors you had to go through so I had time to jump down and close the stall door if someone came in. Nobody ever did but I would fantasize that someone would come in and catch me. I also started fantasizing about men as well as women when I would masturbate.
When I moved to Dallas at ******, the house I lived in didn't have a pole so I had to hump the floor to masturbate. I would ride my bike to an abandoned model home and inside I found that I could hump a wall that divided the bathtub from the toilet. I hung a sheet that I found there on it and would take off all of my clothes and hump it until I came. I wanted so bad for someone to catch me while I was doing it. I would imagine a guy would secretly watch me humping the wall and then the next time I am there and would start humping it, he would jump out and say he caught me. Then I would imagine he would take his clothes off and start stroking my cock and then have me suck him to get him hard. Then he would turn me around, bend me over and fuck me in the ass for awhile. Then he would tell me to lay down on the floor on my back and he would put my legs up and fuck me missionary style until he shot his hot load into my young ass. I would fantasize this while masturbating in that house.
Around ****** is when I first used my hand to masturbate in the traditional way. I still preferred humping the floor because I liked to have pictures to look at in front of me while I did it. There was no internet then so I had to use catalogues and the ads in the Sunday paper. I loved spring and summer because of the bikini and bathing suit pictures I could save. Once I got a computer and the internet I would mostly masturbate in front of the computer unless my parents were awake. In high school I would get a National Geographic from the library that had a topless or nude woman in it and take it to the bathroom and jerk off to it. At this time I was masturbating 2-4 times a day. This is also when I got a camcorder so one of the first things I did is video tape myself naked and then masturbating. It was the first of many times I did that. I also started shoving things up my ass such as toothbrushes and finally an electric toothbrush that was about as wide as a cock. I also made tapes of sex scenes from soft core porn movies that aired on cable late at night. I had a tape that had about 2 hours of nothing but sex scenes that I edited onto that one tape so I wouldn't have to waste time trying to find it and I could just let it run while I humped an ottoman in front of the TV.
I finally had sex at age 18 but that didn't stop me from masturbating. I would still masturbate at least once a day even if I had sex multiple times that day.
When I moved to Dallas at ******, the house I lived in didn't have a pole so I had to hump the floor to masturbate. I would ride my bike to an abandoned model home and inside I found that I could hump a wall that divided the bathtub from the toilet. I hung a sheet that I found there on it and would take off all of my clothes and hump it until I came. I wanted so bad for someone to catch me while I was doing it. I would imagine a guy would secretly watch me humping the wall and then the next time I am there and would start humping it, he would jump out and say he caught me. Then I would imagine he would take his clothes off and start stroking my cock and then have me suck him to get him hard. Then he would turn me around, bend me over and fuck me in the ass for awhile. Then he would tell me to lay down on the floor on my back and he would put my legs up and fuck me missionary style until he shot his hot load into my young ass. I would fantasize this while masturbating in that house.
Around ****** is when I first used my hand to masturbate in the traditional way. I still preferred humping the floor because I liked to have pictures to look at in front of me while I did it. There was no internet then so I had to use catalogues and the ads in the Sunday paper. I loved spring and summer because of the bikini and bathing suit pictures I could save. Once I got a computer and the internet I would mostly masturbate in front of the computer unless my parents were awake. In high school I would get a National Geographic from the library that had a topless or nude woman in it and take it to the bathroom and jerk off to it. At this time I was masturbating 2-4 times a day. This is also when I got a camcorder so one of the first things I did is video tape myself naked and then masturbating. It was the first of many times I did that. I also started shoving things up my ass such as toothbrushes and finally an electric toothbrush that was about as wide as a cock. I also made tapes of sex scenes from soft core porn movies that aired on cable late at night. I had a tape that had about 2 hours of nothing but sex scenes that I edited onto that one tape so I wouldn't have to waste time trying to find it and I could just let it run while I humped an ottoman in front of the TV.
I finally had sex at age 18 but that didn't stop me from masturbating. I would still masturbate at least once a day even if I had sex multiple times that day.
7 years ago
