Why the curvy woman drives me wild
I love women of all shapes and sizes.
I will find something attractive and fuckable about most women in the 18 - 70 age range ( I would have said 65 previously but events of the last year mean I must honestly revise the figure upwards now)
But there is something about a woman with curves, full large breasts , a rounded belly and wide hips that really, and I mean really hits me in my core and causes me to instinctively want to fuck here.
It is hard wired into me , with some women it is almost an academic , distanced view , a kind of ;
" I can see why I would consider her attractive "
But give me a Maria Moore, a Carol Brown, a Samantha Anderson and my brain never even has the opportunity to form a thought. The immediate and primal response goes straight to my cock when I see such a woman and all I can think of is fucking her.
If she is a colleague I can be discussing serious financial matters
And I want to fuck her
If she is a friend's wife I can be discussing how the c***dren are doing
And I want to fuck her
If she is someone I encounter in the street I will think up some random and apparently innocent excuse for speaking with her
And I want to fuck her.
I've often thought about why such a preference for curvy women is so hard wired into my being.
I don't think it takes a genius of detection to figure it out but in times past I've shied away from the truth of the matter and my own culpable thoughts.
And like much else I contend that it starts with the parents.
My long dead mother was a curvy woman , my long dead father was obviously ( to my eyes now ) a very sexual but at times inappropriate man.
When I was 13 my Dad started telling me how he thought I should have sex with my mother to make me a man.
He came from a cultural background where this was not unheard of.
I hasten to add that this never happened but whilst I railed at him at the time for being disgusting he did plant a seed in my mind and for a time my guilt ridden masturbation ( I was brought up a catholic after all ) had an extra layer of guilt added on top as I imagined what it would be like to suck my mothers tits , play with her cunt and finally, gloriously slide my *********t cock into her and fuck her.
An Italian woman she was curvy with those lovely tits I started noticing at that time and a round belly ..... making sense now ??
There was a sliding doors moment later that summer when on holiday in Spain we were back in the hotel room and she was washing my hair in the shower - she was topless, I was naked .... a touch inappropriate at my age considering I was a well developed teenager you may think.
I developed a proud and rigid erection as we stood there and frozen in the moment I honestly hoped that she would take it in her hand, wank me, suck it .... anything
It never happened and she made a joke of it instead dr****g a flannel over it.
In a different universe a few minutes later I would have been plunging balls deep into her but that was not this universe.
I don't think it takes a Dr Freud to travel from that boy forty years ago to where I am now does it now ?
I will find something attractive and fuckable about most women in the 18 - 70 age range ( I would have said 65 previously but events of the last year mean I must honestly revise the figure upwards now)
But there is something about a woman with curves, full large breasts , a rounded belly and wide hips that really, and I mean really hits me in my core and causes me to instinctively want to fuck here.
It is hard wired into me , with some women it is almost an academic , distanced view , a kind of ;
" I can see why I would consider her attractive "
But give me a Maria Moore, a Carol Brown, a Samantha Anderson and my brain never even has the opportunity to form a thought. The immediate and primal response goes straight to my cock when I see such a woman and all I can think of is fucking her.
If she is a colleague I can be discussing serious financial matters
And I want to fuck her
If she is a friend's wife I can be discussing how the c***dren are doing
And I want to fuck her
If she is someone I encounter in the street I will think up some random and apparently innocent excuse for speaking with her
And I want to fuck her.
I've often thought about why such a preference for curvy women is so hard wired into my being.
I don't think it takes a genius of detection to figure it out but in times past I've shied away from the truth of the matter and my own culpable thoughts.
And like much else I contend that it starts with the parents.
My long dead mother was a curvy woman , my long dead father was obviously ( to my eyes now ) a very sexual but at times inappropriate man.
When I was 13 my Dad started telling me how he thought I should have sex with my mother to make me a man.
He came from a cultural background where this was not unheard of.
I hasten to add that this never happened but whilst I railed at him at the time for being disgusting he did plant a seed in my mind and for a time my guilt ridden masturbation ( I was brought up a catholic after all ) had an extra layer of guilt added on top as I imagined what it would be like to suck my mothers tits , play with her cunt and finally, gloriously slide my *********t cock into her and fuck her.
An Italian woman she was curvy with those lovely tits I started noticing at that time and a round belly ..... making sense now ??
There was a sliding doors moment later that summer when on holiday in Spain we were back in the hotel room and she was washing my hair in the shower - she was topless, I was naked .... a touch inappropriate at my age considering I was a well developed teenager you may think.
I developed a proud and rigid erection as we stood there and frozen in the moment I honestly hoped that she would take it in her hand, wank me, suck it .... anything
It never happened and she made a joke of it instead dr****g a flannel over it.
In a different universe a few minutes later I would have been plunging balls deep into her but that was not this universe.
I don't think it takes a Dr Freud to travel from that boy forty years ago to where I am now does it now ?
6 years ago